it's a melody; it's a battle cry | childhood | for cywyllog

[cadcamlan]

Sometimes, it's just easier to play with girls.

Or, at the very least, with the particular girls he's come to know. They're strong, not silly, absolutely persons to contend with in tree-climbing and racing over rocks and arguing about the things children argue about. They smile at him. They touch his hand and his arm and his cheek and they laugh with him. They never throw rocks or words at him. He never wants to hit them. He always leaves them with a bit of a smile on his lips.

He adores them. He spends his life thankful for them. He does his best to steal away when he knows they'll be free, playing away from their nurses, making the world calm and wonderful.

Today is no exception.

The difference, today, is that he's been playing with boys all morning. He's got a cut on his lip and a bruise around his eye, is stepping only slightly more gingerly than usual as he scrambles down the rocks toward the shore. He's entirely unconscious of trying to avoid the girl closest to his own age.

He doesn't know why he dislikes the idea of Cywyllog seeing him sporting bruises. He doesn't want to think about it.

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[cywyllog]

She grins at the sound of his laughter, something she doesn't hear often or enough of.

"Maelgwn used to scare me and say they'd snap my fingers off. They're not that bad."

[cadcamlan]

"Other people are far more likely to snap fingers off."

From what he can tell, at any rate. And from what he knows about interacting with other people--or, at least, people who aren't her or her sister.

She knows he's going to reach over and pinch one of her fingers, right?

[cywyllog]

She giggles, a sound light and airy, pulling her hand away. "Stop that! You're worse than he is."

[cadcamlan]

"Am not." But he is going to chase the touch with a little poke at her arm, at her shoulder. This is... good contact, right? Acceptable?

[cywyllog]

"Are so." She bats at his hand ineffectually and then decides to give him a good dose of his own medicine.

The tickle wars are upon them.

[cadcamlan]

It hadn't been his conscious intention. It absolutely makes his smile perk back up toward something genuine, his laughter turn into its usual pleased bark as he squirmed to retaliate without exposing too much of his neck. "So're-- you, apparently--"

[cywyllog]

Cywyllog attempts to looked shocked and offended. It isn't working so well.

"I most certainly am not! I am a lady."

[cadcamlan]

"Is this how ladies behave?"

Certainly not. That doesn't matter. What matters is that it feels good to smile, is still not the end of the world to tickle her in a slight tangle of awkwardly long limbs on the shore.

The other girls probably won't notice. Or care. Right?

[cywyllog]

"When they are dealing with rogues such as yourself, absolutely."

Cywyllog has forgotten about her sisters for the moment. Or anyone else for that matter. Eventually, though, she accepts defeat and lays breathless near the surf, giggling up at the sky.

[cadcamlan]

He'll take that as an admission of defeat. Still laughing slightly, he drops down beside her, lifts an arm behind his head as a cushion.

"Am I... really a rogue, then? Not a gentleman?"

[cywyllog]

"You're not like other boys." She makes a face, knowing that didn't exactly sound like a ringing endorsement. "You're not a rogue, but is there any such thing as a gentleman?"

[cadcamlan]

"...maybe not." Which wasn't the end of the world, surely. There didn't need to be 'gentlemen' so much as good men, did there? "D'you not mind it terribly?"

[cywyllog]

She turns her head toward him. "Mind what?"

[cadcamlan]

"That I'm just a man. Not the 'gentle' sort." If not quite a rogue. If not quite yet a knight. Staring at the sky makes it easier to worry less about her opinion.

[cywyllog]

Another face as she props herself up on one elbow to easier look at him in confusion. "What else would you be?"

[cadcamlan]

"I could be gentle." He could try, at any rate. Likely it wouldn't work. Staring at the sky remains a stubborn thing. "Or a proper brute like everyone says I am."

[cywyllog]

She ponders that for a moment or two. "I suspect most men have their moments of each."

[cadcamlan]

That got a frown as he shifted, looked finally properly over at her face. "...and that's enough?"

[cywyllog]

"I don't know." It's an honest answer. At her age, she really doesn't know all that much about men, the ones she's related to aside. "It seems there would be good reasons for both kinds of behaviour."

[cadcamlan]

It's an honest answer, but more than that, it's a reasonable answer. He nods thoughtfully as he leans back in the sand.

"I hope you stay clever."

[cywyllog]

She smiles slightly. "So do I."

[cadcamlan]

"Promise you'll guard it, then. Your mind. As jealously as you possibly can." That, really, he was coming to find, was what set some women apart from others.

[cywyllog]

"I suppose we'll have to see if my husband wants a clever wife or not." Not that she thinks she's anything particularly special in that regard. She does know, however, that she's not an idiot.

"Maybe I'll just keep it secret if he doesn't."

[cadcamlan]

"Is it very difficult, then?" He shifts slightly, lifts up onto his elbow to study her more properly. "Being a girl? Having to be a wife someday?"

[cywyllog]

Cywyllog shrugs. "I don't know anything else. That's what princesses do. We marry royal men and have royal children."